Mistake

I know
I know well
Really
I made a ton of mistakes
Cant really blame me
Im still just a little kid
In the inside
Who trying real hard to grow up
Please
Like i want to make mistakes
Of course not
Stop yelling at me
Mom dad
Please be thoughtful about me
I just want attention
Thats all
I will work hard
To get whatever i want
No matter how big the price
I will have to pay
I still choose to do it
Because i want to prove
You were wrong
To judge me like that
I never been so serious
About anything
But this time
It is like my dream
I gotta do it
Sorry if you dont approve it
But i got to do it
Time will prove everything
~love

Mistake

I know
I know well
Really
I made a ton of mistakes
Cant really blame me
Im still just a little kid
In the inside
Who trying real hard to grow up
Please
Like i want to make mistakes
Of course not
Stop yelling at me
Mom dad
Please be thoughtful about me
I just want attention
Thats all
I will work hard
To get whatever i want
No matter how big the price
I will have to pay
I still choose to do it
Because i want to prove
You were wrong
To judge me like that
I never been so serious
About anything
But this time
It is like my dream
I gotta do it
Sorry if you dont approve it
But i got to do it
Time will prove everything
~love

Math award

I am really hoping
Next year
I can win the award of the year
For math
Because
I think i deserve it
Pretty well
I want it
So bad that i cant control myself
I need it
I have to get it
Or else
I will be a loser compare to my brother
Who won it before
Shame shame
I want it
God
Please
Take away anything toy i have
Then give me the award
I really like it
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thanks!!!;)

Math award

I am really hoping
Next year
I can win the award of the year
For math
Because
I think i deserve it
Pretty well
I want it
So bad that i cant control myself
I need it
I have to get it
Or else
I will be a loser compare to my brother
Who won it before
Shame shame
I want it
God
Please
Take away anything toy i have
Then give me the award
I really like it
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thanks!!!;)

Cannot wait

I cant wait to get excepted from
Stanford med school
The only place from earth
I would ever want to go
The only place where i feel
It needs me
I need it too
Im dying to get there
Working hard on my own
For the tuition
Housing
Dining
Books
Scholarship
I wanna get there by my own
Without getting help from
MY PARENTS
i will make it
I will just be matter of time
Stanford med school
Wait for me
I know i will enter you
Proudly
And will enjoy my time there
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Cheerleaders

One hand:
Hugging
Best friend forever
Be there
Love you
You are beautiful
♡
The other hand:
You whore
Bastard
Lazy
Ugly
Hate her outfit
So stupid
Blond-.-
Yep.........
That is how a real cheerleader life is
How sad
No real friendship
Exist in popularity
xD
I am happy where i am
With real friends
And most importantly
Be with whoever i want to be
Stay cool guys
POPULARITY IS NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING
There are plenty plenty
Of good stuffs
Need to be experience
And that does noy included POPULARITY.
:)

The end

There is always an end to something
Love family friends
Everything
However,
I beleive in the new beginning too
Where you meet new people
New friends
New life
It will be sad and heartful at a moment
But
You will get over losing a person you love
That is just part of life
Deal with it
Be strong
Fighting
Be happy

My spanish story

I fall in love
With a guy
Who doesnt know i exist
But i dont care
Because
Thats what love make people
Even intelligent people like me
Becoms crazy and foolish
Yes yes yes
I know but.....
Oh well
Oh well
That is how life is.
The end!

Failure

There is always a moment in life
You ask yourself
Am i a loser?
Then you say no
But a few seconds later
You realize you are a loser
........
Maybe not
Failure is part of life
Whether you like it or not
You will just face it bravely
You cant never run away
So face it bravely
Be strong
Be happy
Be sucessful
Be not a loser

Struggles

Life
Oh my....
Lord
Help me
I am in the edge...
If i jump down....will i die
I am so tired
Life love family
ALL GONE
Who i left with
NADA
Nothing
Death....sound good to me
But no......i cant
Cuz...idk why
I have no control of my life...
I want to make the decision
Do you understand??
I want to cry .
I want to die
I want to be happy
I want to live the way i hope it is
I want.....
I want many things
But you take that away from me
I love you
Love you so much that i let u choose for me
Doesnt mean u can decide.....
.......on my future
I hate being a doc
I want to be a stylest
Be sonething connected to clothes
No connected to Death
When will you realize i am not happy
When?????
Please tell me....im waiting for that day to come
Come fast
I cant take it anymore ..
One day
You will lose me for good
I will run to Europe
Start my fashion career
Lose all conncection with you
Live the way i want.....
One day....
I will run away from you
Even though i love you
Sorry...it is my life
Not yours
I still love you deeply.....
........
........
♡
♡
♡

Complicated

You are a football player..
She is the captain of cheerleader team..
I am a nerd......
Yea i cant like you......
Too bad i cant control myself.....
Your just.....too.............
Idk........
What should i do........
I am really tired......
I give up.......
Tonight is the last time i think of you.
I promise myself.....
Never
Fall
Again
...............
Goodbye M.D.
Focus on my studying
Future doctor
Here i come medical school.....
I will be a great doc
Support me....my friends
Love vs. Lonely
My choice
My decision
The end.

Complicated

You are a football player..
She is the captain of cheerleader team..
I am a nerd......
Yea i cant like you......
Too bad i cant control myself.....
Your just.....too.............
Idk........
What should i do........
I am really tired......
I give up.......
Tonight is the last time i think of you.
I promise myself.....
Never
Fall
Again
...............
Goodbye M.D.
Focus on my studying
Future doctor
Here i come medical school.....
I will be a great doc
Support me....my friends
Love vs. Lonely
My choice
My decision
The end.