Cannot believe this idol Dara is 30 years old already. I mean she looks like 20 to me . I wiah i can be that young when i grow up. Talking about grow up, i wonder what will i choose to be in just 2 years. I dont know yet but i am sure that i will make the right decision since i pray everyday. Thank you God.
A place where everyone is happy
Where nobody cares about your look
Your money
Your expensive outfits
A place where everyone is equal
People treat people well
No winning or losing
No fame
No nothing
Just happiness
And love
And family
And God
Its heave
I know
I know well
Really
I made a ton of mistakes
Cant really blame me
Im still just a little kid
In the inside
Who trying real hard to grow up
Please
Like i want to make mistakes
Of course not
Stop yelling at me
Mom dad
Please be thoughtful about me
I just want attention
Thats all
I will work hard
To get whatever i want
No matter how big the price
I will have to pay
I still choose to do it
Because i want to prove
You were wrong
To judge me like that
I never been so serious
About anything
But this time
It is like my dream
I gotta do it
Sorry if you dont approve it
But i got to do it
Time will prove everything
~love
I know
I know well
Really
I made a ton of mistakes
Cant really blame me
Im still just a little kid
In the inside
Who trying real hard to grow up
Please
Like i want to make mistakes
Of course not
Stop yelling at me
Mom dad
Please be thoughtful about me
I just want attention
Thats all
I will work hard
To get whatever i want
No matter how big the price
I will have to pay
I still choose to do it
Because i want to prove
You were wrong
To judge me like that
I never been so serious
About anything
But this time
It is like my dream
I gotta do it
Sorry if you dont approve it
But i got to do it
Time will prove everything
~love
I am really hoping
Next year
I can win the award of the year
For math
Because
I think i deserve it
Pretty well
I want it
So bad that i cant control myself
I need it
I have to get it
Or else
I will be a loser compare to my brother
Who won it before
Shame shame
I want it
God
Please
Take away anything toy i have
Then give me the award
I really like it
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thanks!!!;)
I am really hoping
Next year
I can win the award of the year
For math
Because
I think i deserve it
Pretty well
I want it
So bad that i cant control myself
I need it
I have to get it
Or else
I will be a loser compare to my brother
Who won it before
Shame shame
I want it
God
Please
Take away anything toy i have
Then give me the award
I really like it
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thanks!!!;)
I cant wait to get excepted from
Stanford med school
The only place from earth
I would ever want to go
The only place where i feel
It needs me
I need it too
Im dying to get there
Working hard on my own
For the tuition
Housing
Dining
Books
Scholarship
I wanna get there by my own
Without getting help from
MY PARENTS
i will make it
I will just be matter of time
Stanford med school
Wait for me
I know i will enter you
Proudly
And will enjoy my time there
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
One hand:
Hugging
Best friend forever
Be there
Love you
You are beautiful
♡
The other hand:
You whore
Bastard
Lazy
Ugly
Hate her outfit
So stupid
Blond-.-
Yep.........
That is how a real cheerleader life is
How sad
No real friendship
Exist in popularity
xD
I am happy where i am
With real friends
And most importantly
Be with whoever i want to be
Stay cool guys
POPULARITY IS NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING
There are plenty plenty
Of good stuffs
Need to be experience
And that does noy included POPULARITY.
:)
There is always an end to something
Love family friends
Everything
However,
I beleive in the new beginning too
Where you meet new people
New friends
New life
It will be sad and heartful at a moment
But
You will get over losing a person you love
That is just part of life
Deal with it
Be strong
Fighting
Be happy
I fall in love
With a guy
Who doesnt know i exist
But i dont care
Because
Thats what love make people
Even intelligent people like me
Becoms crazy and foolish
Yes yes yes
I know but.....
Oh well
Oh well
That is how life is.
The end!
There is always a moment in life
You ask yourself
Am i a loser?
Then you say no
But a few seconds later
You realize you are a loser
........
Maybe not
Failure is part of life
Whether you like it or not
You will just face it bravely
You cant never run away
So face it bravely
Be strong
Be happy
Be sucessful
Be not a loser
Life
Oh my....
Lord
Help me
I am in the edge...
If i jump down....will i die
I am so tired
Life love family
ALL GONE
Who i left with
NADA
Nothing
Death....sound good to me
But no......i cant
Cuz...idk why
I have no control of my life...
I want to make the decision
Do you understand??
I want to cry .
I want to die
I want to be happy
I want to live the way i hope it is
I want.....
I want many things
But you take that away from me
I love you
Love you so much that i let u choose for me
Doesnt mean u can decide.....
.......on my future
I hate being a doc
I want to be a stylest
Be sonething connected to clothes
No connected to Death
When will you realize i am not happy
When?????
Please tell me....im waiting for that day to come
Come fast
I cant take it anymore ..
One day
You will lose me for good
I will run to Europe
Start my fashion career
Lose all conncection with you
Live the way i want.....
One day....
I will run away from you
Even though i love you
Sorry...it is my life
Not yours
I still love you deeply.....
........
........
♡
♡
♡
You are a football player..
She is the captain of cheerleader team..
I am a nerd......
Yea i cant like you......
Too bad i cant control myself.....
Your just.....too.............
Idk........
What should i do........
I am really tired......
I give up.......
Tonight is the last time i think of you.
I promise myself.....
Never
Fall
Again
...............
Goodbye M.D.
Focus on my studying
Future doctor
Here i come medical school.....
I will be a great doc
Support me....my friends
Love vs. Lonely
My choice
My decision
The end.
You are a football player..
She is the captain of cheerleader team..
I am a nerd......
Yea i cant like you......
Too bad i cant control myself.....
Your just.....too.............
Idk........
What should i do........
I am really tired......
I give up.......
Tonight is the last time i think of you.
I promise myself.....
Never
Fall
Again
...............
Goodbye M.D.
Focus on my studying
Future doctor
Here i come medical school.....
I will be a great doc
Support me....my friends
Love vs. Lonely
My choice
My decision
The end.
Have you ever wanting something in life before? Of course, the answer will be yes. Im just like all of you guys who want a person who loves me for me, not for my look or my popularity or my money. However, its so hard to find that kind of person. Nobody seems to notice me. I am just another quiet, shy girl who sits in the back of the classroom and never raise my hand evwn though i kniw the answer. Yes i am very shy but, i still think i deserve someone to love. I believe God already pick a liver for me, i will just have to be more patience and one day, i will find a perfect match for me. It is just so sad that most good looking guys always fall for pretty girl with bad personality and leave all the average but kinded heart girl. ¡que lastima!
Can you be really with or without money? It is a simple question, but hard to answer because there are so many possible answer. With money, i can go shopping and go to expensive private college, however, people around me will turn into my enemy. Without money, ill just go to a normal college and work to pay off my living but in advantage, i will have good and candid people by my side. Which will be the best for me? I do not know! ¡ QUE LASTIMA!
Can you be really with or without money? It is a simple question, but hard to answer because there are so many possible answer. With money, i can go shopping and go to expensive private college, however, people around me will turn into my enemy. Without money, ill just go to a normal college and work to pay off my living but in advantage, i will have good and candid people by my side. Which will be the best for me? I do not know! ¡ QUE LASTIMA!
Friends are like flowers in the garden, they grow and die as time past. However, real friends will never die, they will stay in your heart forever. You might forget them someday, but the friendship you had with them will always be there♡
I think this is a very common question that anybody would have to ask themself once in their life time. For me, i have asked myself a billion times but my amswer is always a " no". Why?? Because if it is what i want to do, even without supported from families or friends, i meed to keep doing it and tell the world " you are all wrong loser"!@.@ yeah i did it. Yay me!!;D
I think their love is the sweetest love on any tv drama i have ever seen. Klaus is always there for her no matter how mean she is. He even saved her multiple times even while everyone else call me a murder. I believe love can chamge a person and when you love someone, you will bring the best for them and that is exactly what klaus is doing for caroline. He protects her, care for her, and always be there for her. It is just too sweet to be true. I hope one day and one day that person like klaus will appear on my life who never judge me and always help me, be there for me and support me to do whatever make me happy not just force me to change. I changed for others people but it never made me happy for a second. I choose my career, boyfriend, and attitude for my parents because they wanted me to but they never asked if its what i want or not. I know God will give me a person who love me like how klaus loves caroline. It is a perfect love^.^
P.S. i dont want a bad boyfriend though:)
I wish i would imprint on someone so i dont have to worry if that is the right person or not!!:P
My teacher juse told me and my class about her daughter' s love then i realize one thing" LOVE IS SACRIFY". It began when her daughter doing the online coffee match then met this guy named John. The girl used to lile hot, good looking guy but this John guh is nothing close to it. Hes not even close to handsome; in fact, he is kind of fat, hoewever, love change them. They fall in love for the moment ans when the girl have an emergency and my teacher cant get there since she lives in Las Vegas so she talks to John and suprise by what he says:" I WILL NEVER LEAVE HER SIDE" and he didnt. Now they all live happily. I always wonder how can love be so magical, too magical that i would not believe john would give up his PHD. I think im still too young to understand it;)
Happy Valentine day to all of the lovers and of course single team like me. Today, in class, i learned about definition of love and i honestly didnt know the answer. To me, love is a thing that will make you feel like heaven and also hell at the same time ao why bother to try it. Anyway, i always have bad things happen on Valentine day so its my unlucky day. I hope people out there can understand it, the feeling im experienced right now!!!!:/ happy valentine day(:. Hope tomorrow will be better.
I dont understand why love always involve pain in it. I know im still young and innocent but i saw so many unhappy marriage so i always wonder will there ever be a happy marriage???:/ im so dissappointed in my parents. They left me in America when im only 11 and i cried everyday but then now we all live together, they still fight everyday and im so sick of it. I wish i would move out with my brother so i dont have to suffer more family pain. Brother please move out so i can leave my parents(:
There is this shy but very smart girl who attend her first day of high school. She was lonely because all of her friends go to another school and she was obviously a nerdy loner. However, she is still a star in class because of her talent. She is the most talented girl i have ever met, i later find out that she was just come to America 2 years ago and her English was really good, i mean i just instantly in love with her accent. We became friends and honestly, she is my favorite Asian ever... i have orchestra with her and she is my stand parner. She is really good at the violin but she keeps yelling at for not paying attention and messing up the songs but i still love her. She doesnt look pretty or anything but somehow i still like her A LOT!!!!!!!!!:) ................ i dont want to continue the story anymore because i think i should stop there where the story still a sweet little story because if i continue to tell the truth, it will turn to tragedy:D
The wall between fake and real friend is very tenuous. Sometimes, you will have to break the wall to be able to see who is your real friend and who is not. Your real friend is who will be there for you no matter what and always care for you even thou you guys are in a fight. Fake friend is who will leave your side when you need someone the most and will never understand your feeling. I am very glad that i have two real friend who always be there for me no matter what. I also am very dissapointed in who i think is my real friend but turn out just some people that dont even understand me. I just want you guys to know that choose friends carefully^.^
I am so absolutely glad that Emily is totally over with WILL which means Micah will have areal chance to be with her. She says she wants to be someone's first choice too and im totally agree with her. This movie is really great, amazing even. I dont understand why they canceled it and put on some stupid show called Carie Diaries-.- however, im very happy for Emily to finally be herself again. No more waiting. Freedom. I was having a very bad day too but then i watch the show Emily Owens M.D then i star to have hopw again. I just love it so much♡♥♡ and wish it never ends but as what my bff said: there will always be changes and ending in life and ill have to acept it happily:D
Wearing layers of clothes during winter can suprisingly make you look cuter instead of fatter. Check it out some looks i think are awesome:D
Fashion is a world of self expression, however, express yourself is not enough but also have to make people aroumd you feel the same way as you are when they look at the clothes you put on.^.^
