Scary

I'm so scared I have to stay home alone when I got back from school then when I got inside the house the alarm when on and the police come to my house. I mean sometimes I still consider myself as a little baby girl and at this situation I got really scared I cried a little bit too because I feel like nobody cares about me anymore. It's the worst Wednesday I have ever had. Scared is all I feel right now and kind of sad too!!!! I miss my nanny so much>.< I still need her to take care of me, to care only for me and no one else in the world !! That's who I need a person anyone just for ME. It's hard to find but I think we called it " soul mate"(: