Why love always involves pain

I dont understand why love always involve pain in it.  I know im still young and innocent but i saw so many unhappy marriage so i always wonder will there ever be a happy marriage???:/ im so dissappointed in my parents.  They left me in America when im only 11 and i cried everyday but then now we all live together, they still fight everyday and im so sick of it.  I wish i would move out with my brother so i dont have to suffer more family pain.  Brother please move out so i can leave my parents(:

Happiness vs. sadness

There are always be some happy and sad moments in life; however, a strong people will know how to get up when they fall and weak people will keep falling and falling. I don't know what kind of people I am yet but I can tell one thing for sure that I understand and can feel the pain inside whenever I fall then have to get up all by myself. It's really hard to stand up because the moment I fall, I feel like losing all of my energy and all I want is sleep forever. However, when I actually stand up again, I feel okay, awesome actually so I just want people out there who is sad about life because of some struggle: STAND UP. NEVER GIVE UP ON ANYTHING. God will help you go through anything so if you are reading my blog right now, spread this idea, bring happiness to yourself and to others because that's what make life so beautiful and worth it(:

Love is never fair(;

There is this shy but very smart girl who attend her first day of high school.  She was lonely because all of her friends go to another school and she was obviously a nerdy loner.  However, she is still a star in class because of her talent.  She is the most talented girl i have ever met, i later find out that she was just come to America 2 years ago and her English was really good, i mean i just instantly in love with her accent.  We became friends and honestly, she is my favorite Asian ever... i have orchestra with her and she is my stand parner.  She is really good at the violin but she keeps yelling at for not paying attention and messing up the songs but i still love her.  She doesnt look pretty or anything but somehow i still like her A LOT!!!!!!!!!:) ................ i dont want to continue the story anymore because i think i should stop there where the story still a sweet little story because if i continue to tell the truth, it will turn to tragedy:D

Life

Life is hard but i know i will always want to fight it no matter what :D

Fake or real

The wall between fake and real friend is very tenuous.  Sometimes, you will have to break the wall to be able to see who is your real friend and who is not.  Your real friend is who will be there for you no matter what and always care for you even thou you guys are in a fight.  Fake friend is who will leave your side when you need someone the most and will never understand your feeling.  I am very glad that i have two real friend who always be there for me no matter what.  I also am very dissapointed in who i think is my real friend but turn out just some people that dont even understand me.  I just want you guys to know that choose friends carefully^.^

My favorite drink in the world

Man if you never try this tea then it is the right time for you now. It is originally from Taiwan. I love it so much that I want to fly to Taiwan and drink it there, however, you don't always get what you want in life. Anyway, this kind of tea in America is really good so I don't need to waist money to fly to Taiwan anymore.:D okay back to business, if you had never ever have this drink the. You should try it because it is super duper delicious and yummy ^,^

Im so done done

I am so absolutely glad that Emily is totally over with WILL which means Micah will have areal chance to be with her.  She says she wants to be someone's first choice too and im totally agree with her.  This movie is really great, amazing even.  I dont understand why they canceled it and put on some stupid show called Carie Diaries-.- however, im very happy for Emily to finally be herself again.  No more waiting.  Freedom.  I was having a very bad day too but then i watch the show Emily Owens M.D then i star to have hopw again.  I just love it so much♡♥♡ and wish it never ends but as what my bff said: there will always be changes and ending in life and ill have to acept it happily:D